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.:Wait and Bleed:.

.:The Writer:.

who am i? and how, i wonder will this story end?

a fifteen-year old girl who ambitions to see God and His angels.

i didn't believe in angels until i fell for one.

i am here on earth to seek for love, happiness, experiences and pain as well.

i wish to see Adam Sandler, Adam Levine, Drew Barrymore, Ben Stiller and John Cusack.

i have loved one with all honesty and i could not ask for more than anything. meeting an angel is the best thing that happened to my life.

favorite number: 03

favorite phrase: I HATE YOU

loved ones: God, family and my 03.

likes: Music, Angels, Arts & Literature, Books
music: Maroon 5, Mayonnaise, Typecast, Dashboard Confessional, 13 Needles, Twisted Halo, Hale, Imago, Cambio...
"like eager angels falling from heaven i'd give it all up to share the pain with you like eager angels falling from heaven undaunted cause your love will see me through.."

...in love.

i met her and felt different and everything around me seemed so alive. i am alive. and when she's gone i get the strongest feeling that she's still there, watching and caring for me. and then i knew, i am in love.

Angels are suppose to spend their time roaming Earth, listening to people's thoughts, comforting those in need. But never to interfere in their fates. Here we have an angel that yearns for everyday mortal experiences ... and to fall in love. (City of Angels)


.:Other Writers:.

gigi^the singer
monmon^the manager
megs^not that kinda girl
cheska^my past blog
anding^the beauty and brains
mayonnaise site
typecast site
danielle

.:Tagboard:.


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.:Credits:.

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Friday, May 20, 2005 : What Hurts,..

What Hurts...

:: letting go of a person u've just learned to love

:: reminiscing the good times u shared together

:: shielding ur heart to love somebody

:: trying to hide what u really feel

:: trying to hide the tears that involuntarilyfall from ur eyes

:: loving a person too much

:: giving up someone u never thought of giving up

:: having the right love at the wrong time

:: taking the risk to fall in love again

:: hiding ur relationship from someone else

:: controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend

:: thinking of her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that she never even thinks a single thought of you...

:: letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper

:: holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared tolose each other so much that you didn't let thefeelings out

:: falling inlove with someone you didnt mean to fall inlove with

:: finding the perfect girl...with only one prob....she doesnt love you...

:: helping the one you love court your friend

:: seeing the one you love crying for someone else

:: the waiting also hurts like hell

:: having to hear "... I've met someone"

:: agreeing to her wish to 'just be friends'.

:: asking her freedom back bcoz 'she'd be happier with him'

:: asking u to 'forget that everything happened' and be 'normal' friends again.

:: hearing that u're treated as a big bro (ouch!):: sharing her future plans for the him with you.

:: u stopped being friends bcoz her bf asked her to.:: being denied in front of people.

:: telling u lies where she'd been when actually, she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame' (whew!):: she told u she'd be leaving u to return to her ex (d one she left 4 u!)

:: breaking someone's heart

:: fighting for that one thing that would make youhappy

:: that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fixed himself/herself ...then, you are lefthanging for the moment ...then he/she says, time will tell... but youstill decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her:: PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying...:: PRETENDING to be strong.... and RECOGNIZING your weakness:: lying in bed each night, THINKING OF THAT SPECIALPERSON U CAN NVR HAVE...:: being with someone you can't actually love...

:: pretending YOU DONT LOVE A PERSON WHOM UACTUALLY LOVE...
:: being in love...

:: letting go even if you really don't want to...having no right to say you are hurting, because it washer decision

:: seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person...

:: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before

:: having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable:: admitting that you love someone despite her/his imperfections

:: finding out that the more you try to hate her, the more you end up loving her, perhaps even more than before...

:: realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.

:: the thought that this girl, used to really love you and you loved her as well but you didn't give enough and she gave up on you:: Sharing the ONE U LOVE WITH SOMEBODY ELSE....."

:: making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered....the commitment is no longer there...

:: the hardest thing about love - believing it exists.After you've been hurt......learn to forgive...learn to trust and love again

..ang ganda lang. pinost ni kimi sa friendster. (:


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