More than a notebook, more of a life...

.:Wait and Bleed:.

.:The Writer:.

who am i? and how, i wonder will this story end?

a fifteen-year old girl who ambitions to see God and His angels.

i didn't believe in angels until i fell for one.

i am here on earth to seek for love, happiness, experiences and pain as well.

i wish to see Adam Sandler, Adam Levine, Drew Barrymore, Ben Stiller and John Cusack.

i have loved one with all honesty and i could not ask for more than anything. meeting an angel is the best thing that happened to my life.

favorite number: 03

favorite phrase: I HATE YOU

loved ones: God, family and my 03.

likes: Music, Angels, Arts & Literature, Books
music: Maroon 5, Mayonnaise, Typecast, Dashboard Confessional, 13 Needles, Twisted Halo, Hale, Imago, Cambio...
"like eager angels falling from heaven i'd give it all up to share the pain with you like eager angels falling from heaven undaunted cause your love will see me through.."

...in love.

i met her and felt different and everything around me seemed so alive. i am alive. and when she's gone i get the strongest feeling that she's still there, watching and caring for me. and then i knew, i am in love.

Angels are suppose to spend their time roaming Earth, listening to people's thoughts, comforting those in need. But never to interfere in their fates. Here we have an angel that yearns for everyday mortal experiences ... and to fall in love. (City of Angels)

.:Other Writers:.

gigi^the singer
monmon^the manager
megs^not that kinda girl
cheska^my past blog
anding^the beauty and brains
mayonnaise site
typecast site
danielle

.:Tagboard:.

.:Links:.

Blogger l Blogskins l Photobucket

.:Archives:.

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.:Credits:.

Layout By: Dreamwalker
Special Thanks to: Blogskins and Blogger

Friday, May 20, 2005 : life is indeed beautiful.

okay. so where do i start? hmm.. o xa eto na ang update sakin.
May 15: Pumunta kami sa Enchanted Kingdom to celebrate Danielle's b-day. masaya, sobrang saya.. yung yung araw na dapat malimutan lahat ng problema kaso the night before was major bullshit man.! nagkaron kami ng sort of misunderstanding ni ditche (yes the name!) kasi nag-iisip na si mama ng masama tungkol samin at xempre ayaw naman namin na ganun ang nangyayari diba. buti nalang okay na kinabukasan.. hello naman.. di naman ako lalayo sakanya kahit anong mangyare eh. so ayon nga.. tapos nung gabi., hmmm.. nagtext si kimi.. @... basta. ^_^ nabili ko yung album ng mymp na versions and beyond.. ganda ng kantang "tell me where it hurts"

Tell Me Where It Hurts - MYMP

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
(Tell me now)2x
Tell me why youre feelin this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, thats breakin all in pieces
Makin you cry
And makin you feel blue
Is there anythin that I can do
CHORUS:
Why dont you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And Ill do my best to make it better
Yes, Ill do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
Ill love all of the hurt away
Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
Theres so many things that I can do
chorus
(Instrumental)
Is it your heart
Oh, thats breakin all in pieces
Makin you cry
And makin you feel blue
Is there anythin that I can do
CHORUS:
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And Ill do my best to make it better
Yes, Ill do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
Ill love all of the hurt away

May 16: Nag-usap kami ni ditche.. buti nalang okay na. so happy na talaga ako. ^_^ gumawa ako ng scrap book for her! haha. para malaman niya na kahit magkalayo man kami, lagi naman siyang nasa isip ko @ kahit kelan di na mawawala yung feelings ko! haha. ^_^

May 17: Happy b-day Danielle! hmm.. enrollment.! iii-3 na ko sa pasukan. okay naman ako sa classmates ko.., sila den, monmon, april, bim... @ marami pang iba. happy ako na sila classmates ko.! ^_^ na-usap kami ni ditche.. kaya masaya lalo ang buhay. ^_^

May 18: hmm.. nothing special happened., ah.. nag-usap kami ni judy sa phone.. nakausap ko rin si den pati si ira. tawa lang.. na-miss namin ang isa't isa. @ kay judy, di rin kasi namin alam kung pano sasabihin kay *toot* na may mahal talaga akong iba.. na hindi siya nasasaktan. nag-usap kami ni ditche..! ^_^

May 19: Happy namin ni Kimi.! HAPPY KIMI! ^_^ Hmm.. nagpunta kami sa sm para magpa-facial si mama.. @ tunay nakakabagot maghintay kaya bumili ako ng bagong novel ni Nicholas Sparks! (yep, my fave author! i'm a sucker for love stories. haha (: ) title: True Believer. nag-usap kami ni ditche. kaya masaya nanman ang buhay. :)

May 20: One of my happiest days ever.! Nagpunta si ditche dito sa bahay., nanood kami ng 50 First Dates,. bonding time sila ni Choy! hahaha. M-A-S-A-Y-A ako kasi finally nakita ko narin siya... na-hug! mahal na mahal ko talaga si ditche.! ....ng soobra.! kaya lang.. yung ate nanman niya... kakaiba mag-isep, pero di ko naman masisisi yung ate niya. pero ayos lang...! basta ba hindi magbabago yung nararamdaman niya para sakin.., xempre mahal na mahal ko talaga siya. ^_^ I HATE YOU DITCHE!

Today: Na-peste ako sa isang fan niya.. hay naku, pwede ba lubayan na siya.. ANG KULIT TALAGA! Epal. epal ka talaga, ka-nickname pa man din kita! BULLSHIT TALAGA. Layuan na kasi, badtrip! *cha* grrrrrrrrrrrrr! = z

O xa,.. yan na muna. tc. ^_^

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