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.:Wait and Bleed:.

.:The Writer:.

who am i? and how, i wonder will this story end?

a fifteen-year old girl who ambitions to see God and His angels.

i didn't believe in angels until i fell for one.

i am here on earth to seek for love, happiness, experiences and pain as well.

i wish to see Adam Sandler, Adam Levine, Drew Barrymore, Ben Stiller and John Cusack.

i have loved one with all honesty and i could not ask for more than anything. meeting an angel is the best thing that happened to my life.

favorite number: 03

favorite phrase: I HATE YOU

loved ones: God, family and my 03.

likes: Music, Angels, Arts & Literature, Books
music: Maroon 5, Mayonnaise, Typecast, Dashboard Confessional, 13 Needles, Twisted Halo, Hale, Imago, Cambio...
"like eager angels falling from heaven i'd give it all up to share the pain with you like eager angels falling from heaven undaunted cause your love will see me through.."

...in love.

i met her and felt different and everything around me seemed so alive. i am alive. and when she's gone i get the strongest feeling that she's still there, watching and caring for me. and then i knew, i am in love.

Angels are suppose to spend their time roaming Earth, listening to people's thoughts, comforting those in need. But never to interfere in their fates. Here we have an angel that yearns for everyday mortal experiences ... and to fall in love. (City of Angels)


.:Other Writers:.

gigi^the singer
monmon^the manager
megs^not that kinda girl
cheska^my past blog
anding^the beauty and brains
mayonnaise site
typecast site
danielle

.:Tagboard:.


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Monday, April 04, 2005 :

I have decided. I don't know what might happen but I also need to look after my feelings, my happiness and grief. I have chosen to move on with my life, move on with happiness and I'm glad to be with Megs. (I hope you could read this.) Masaya ako kasi nanjan ka at masaya ako na may "28". Marami akong gusto at kailangan sabihin sayo pero everytime na nag-uusap tayo, masaya ako.. sinasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko, "si Megs lang pala yung makakapagpasaya sakin ng ganito.. bakit ko pa pinipilit yung sarili ko sa ibang taong hanggang friends nalang talaga.." I'm sorry but I can't hurt myself any longer and I don't want someone to be hurt. Kahit pa mahal ko siya hindi ko na kayang maghintay kahit alam kong hindi naman dapat. Sino bang nagmamahal na hindi naghihintay at sino bang nagmamahal na hindi umaasa? Alam mo kung sino ka, at alam mo rin kung gano kita kamahal pero ngayon, siguro kailangan ko na rin kalimutan yung nararamdaman ko para sayo. Hindi ko kayang saktan yung taong nagpasaya sakin ng sobra kahit konting time palang kami magkasama.

Ayokong mawala yung 28 ko kasi di ko kaya kapag nangyare yun. Hindi man ako yung perpektong tao para sayo, pangako hinding hindi na ko mawawala sayo. diba.. "megs ko?" andito lang yung "cheska mo."

sino tong nakatingin? anghel bang magliligtas sakin.
you're my angel in my own heaven, life is a miracle.
forever angel..... i hope you'll love me like they do.
...something i thought that i'd never find.. angel of mine.

megs, thank you. :-P


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